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Sunday, 16 December 2007

  • i never knew. i never knew. I din meant that. nobody understand. urgh. it's freaking stupid to speak to ppl who never understand. those .... those.. grrrr.. i am so pist now.

Thursday, 13 December 2007

  • results out

    sigh. i am dissappointed with my results lo. sigh. sigh. sigh. i want to cry but could not. I did what i could but i expect better grade for two papers. and it did not turn out as i expect it to be...

    tomoro is registration for new semester and i dunno what course to take just yet. i dun want to take that much and later i could not cope again and disaster will happen. somemore semester 2 so many holidays want..

    i better work harder for this coming semester as i do not want to be disappointed again.

    One month holidays is over d... to recap what i have done this 1 month

    marathon on Harry Potter Series. indeed a good one. KL for a week. Penang Food Hunt 2007 and Cameron Highlands.

    good and eventful holiday i suppose.

    =)

Monday, 03 December 2007

  • 10minutes ago, i received a devastating call i have never received in my life.. a call from Jeffry(shud be a teacher) from *** informing that my brother did not seat for his paper this very time. I was schocked, tears start flowing down. I spoke very loudly..for I was the one who send him to school earlier.. i panicked i din know what to do.. i repeat my bro's name to the reciever .. and he said yes.. i was numb. i dunno what to do.. where did he went.. i send him to school earlier than every time and now the examiner's telling me my bro had not seat for the paper.. was he in the toilet, was he being kidnapped or wat sort ever??? i couldnt think of anything. So many things happen nowadays that the only thing i could think of was he was being taken away from the school compund. i was real sad at that time. What could have happen was running in my mind all the time!!! I called my mum and she as i am, shocked.. i could hear her voice trembling. i din know what to do... she was talking as if she has no breath already. i knew she was crying on the other side.. i tried calming down. and then gave her the school number i asked from tat guy earlier. i was ready to rush to school when my mum called me back informing that they have mistaken my  brother for another student who did not come for the exam. It was a great,(huge) relief. How could this have happen. Hadnt them checked properly???.. why must they shocked us like tat. ??? angry and relief at the same time...

    What happen to the student who did not come for the paper i do not know..

    but i knew ONE thing for sure. I LOVE my family members even more and cant afford to lose any of them!

    take care ppl.

     

Wednesday, 14 November 2007

  • m.o.v.i.n.g a.w.a.y f.r.o.m h.e.r.e.

    soon i will be using the site i use for my coursework. not here anymore. buh bye xanga.

    things havent been going so smoothly lately. much things to bitch on but why bother to when there are many  more better things to do.

    not working this holiday though but i have just complete some stuff which will earn me some cash to splash on this holiday. I pledge to be more helpful to those needy ppl and will do my best to help them as much as i could.

    recently ppl was talking about me becoming different from what i used to be.. heck, you dun even know me.. how i am to be diff. I sympathise you, for you are in the mainstream and portraying me as the alternative. but why la, common sense says that you should use your brain to look at things from other perspective. Do you alwiz have to be spoodfed?

    nevermine that i have changed. I have changed for the betterman of the society. I know what is the right as a human being, and democracy, and you know why ppl would be involved in the BERSIH last sat and knowing that it is "illegal" but why many would turn up. because you know there should be changes in the "democracy" or should i say the authoritarian style we have here in this 'peaceful' country. blah. it will nevr end. but i am really sad with the state of our nation(my nation) lately. Sigh. what has it become.

    i dunno whether a society will be more pluralistic but to be optimist, i know it's hard. a hard struggle to see a pluralistic society. Like what Herbert Schiller said, "the society is so and it is here to stay, whether it will be a pluralistic society as what Ithiel de Sola Pool wanted it will be a case remain to be seen". The debate took place in early 80's and till now, things have not change at all!

     

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